Where is my next destination??

this will be my latest post after so long..haha..life is not easy babe!!!
im trying my very best to do well in my very last semester in college now..no matter how hard it is,i'll definitely strive hard for it!!
Well,most of my classmates are applying for Uni now for twinning programme..most of the courses which i heard most of the time among my classmates are pharmacy,dentistry and medicine..im sick of hearing them siut!!!aghhhh!!!!!
i gt so worried each time we discuss about which uni to go to,which course to take and etc...sighhh...i dunno y m i acting this way..maybe im afraid that i cant enroll the course that i want in the particular university that im interested at..
Basically,i was hoping to go to Singapore to further my tertiary education since my brothers r there..but...but..i was afraid that my results for A levels wont fulfill their requirement there..lots of obstacles to go through though..well,juz hope for the best then..
furthermore,i hope that i'll enjoy my Uni life there too as my college life in UCSI kinda sucks..it was very fun during the 1st sem here where i have lots of fun crapping,crack jokes and laugh like crazy kiddo like no one's bussiness with my fellow buddies,which is Lou Shi(Jess) and Lihui..but now seems to be so so so quiet and bored becoz lou shi(rat) is no longer staying in hostel anymore,she travels to and fro from her place; Kepong to college everyday nowadays..I really miss her a lot..i miss the days we spent with each other..well,i still have Lihui here..i do go to her room sumtimes but it's not as often as it was when we were in 1st sem as im afraid that i might disturb her studying..so,i prefer spending most of my time in my room..study,sleep and eat..im doing this everyday!!I want to do something more adventurous perhaps..well,i can do something adventurous if i want to, but each time when i look at my roomate studying very hard(which i adore her the most).burning midnight oil everyday..i mean everyday!! and have her sleep for like...ermm...4 hours a day, i'll alwiz ask myself whether did i put any effort in my studies juz like her??why i cant be like her??she doesnt feel tired of studying the whole day??i really adore her..!!well,i noe i did study hard but not as hardworking as her maybe..so,i'll ended up studying, studying and studying......to .......infinite........bored!!MY COLLEGE LIFE IS SUCKS!!!!
i hope that i finish my course as soon as possible and move on to the next destination of my life and live life to the fullest!!!!!
it's 1.30am now,gotta sleep ald..will continue more tomorrow..chaozz...